Can’t sleep

I’ve been up since 5am, it’s now gone 7:50am on Valentine’s Day. My cough woke me up and I haven’t stopped choking since, brother came in from work and I’m left sitting on my bed with my laptop trying to look for a job.

I would love to go back into acting, and I was over in the social welfare office and saw a advert for an actress. I wish I got the details because I went searching for it again and couldn’t find it. Just did a little search again to see if I could find anything, but nothing.

I think whenever I go get money going back into acting will be the first thing on my to-do list. I’m itching to do it again.

I also have 10,000 words to write today and tomorrow. Not too bad. I just wish I would just write the damn words and stop putting it off.

My parents are starting to annoy me. I saw the advert for one of the major media channels over here and of course I was going to go for it, and I told my mam [making small talk] and she tells me to go for it????! WHAT?! No, I’ll just tell you about the ad I saw and wont send off to it. They’ve been at that a lot recently, bottle-feeding me like I’m some child that can’t think for herself. Makes you feel like crap, doesn’t it?  I feel like I’m suffocating with the two of them.. It’s a NEED to get out of this house before I explode.

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